It was the first time I’ve ever had people screaming during my sermon. I’d prepared a brief ten-minute sermon on Psalm 139 for a Christening and for the entire time I was delivering it there were screaming children, others playing the piano, or calling out to their parents. I’ve preached in some pretty interesting settings, including prison, but until that Sunday no one had screamed the way those children did.
Afterward I felt very dejected. If anyone had heard a word I’d said then I’d be amazed at their hearing. I delivered the sermon without pausing, sat down and wondered why I’d made the effort.
And then, over afternoon tea, someone came up to me and said that what I had said had moved them to tears. I was flabbergasted. Not only had she heard what I’d said, which was amazing enough, but she had heard it enough to be moved by it. Afterward, I felt very encouraged.
Variations on that theme have happened to me before, not the screaming of course, but people coming up to me afterward and saying how they really connected with a turn-of-phrase, illustration or passing comment. And most times the things they connected with really were passing comments – they were sentences on my way to a point. But the comments I received from people were that those sentences, which were insignificant in my mind – if you like, supporting characters to the main protagonist – were where they heard God speak to them.
Preaching is, of course, one of the most visible forms of ministry. But there’s also much that’s invisible about it as well: the work of the Holy Spirit in the lives of our hearers, the experiences of our listeners and how those frame what they hear us say, and the way some people connect to the stories and others to the theological facts.
And that’s what makes preaching one of the most humbling tasks I do. I might spend hours crafting the sermon, choosing the right words, finding appropriate illustrations and adopting a logical structure. I might adjust my tone, speed and volume in its delivery in order to underline my major points. And yet, while all of that is important, God’s work through my sermon is more important.
More than once I’ve said to my wife, ‘they got that out of my sermon?’
Of course, sometimes people respond to my sermon in misunderstanding ways, or in latching onto a minor point and seemingly ignoring everything else I said, or in making some comment about the colour of the PowerPoint slide. Those are all discouraging comments.
How many of you have had similar humbling experiences? How many of you have had people come up to you afterwards, or write to you at a later date, and express how God worked through something you thought wasn’t much, or was told through a noisy din? How many of you have received criticism for sharing what was deeply personal and meaningful to you, burning in your heart, but yet have also received gratitude and praise for the very same words?
I have. But – and this is a very important but – I nonetheless trust that God uses my meagre offering and transforms it by his Spirit into a life-changing encounter with Christ. That’s what makes it humbling: preaching is God’s work before it is mine; it is God’s word revealed rather than my word inspired.
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Dr Andrew Butcher attends and occasionally preaches at Tawa Baptist Church, Wellington. He is Director, Policy and Research at the Asia New Zealand Foundation. His personal website is www.andrewbutcher.org